I guess it depends on how you perceive a subject. Some people see a glass half empty while some folks see a glass half full.
If you feel you need negative physical conditions to enhance your relationship to the Lord then your glass is always half empty.
If you expect to be blessed with health and healing as your relationship with the Lord is increasing then you are a half full person.
I think you are obedient to the Word as a half full person who inspires to be totally full in Him.
Always remember His promises to you and stand and Continue to stand on them.
Love you and be a blessing,